1. You hung up on me that night and you never called again. I didn’t know “End Call” meant End Everything. I stay away from the phone now, too scared of other people hanging up on me the way you did. Too scared of people hanging up the phone and hanging me up with it.
2. I still have your number memorized. Sometimes I wonder who I would call if I was in danger; I wonder if I’d dial 911 or if I’d dial your number. Sometimes I think about setting my world on fire and seeing who I would trust to save me from burning. But I don’t know if I trust you anymore.
3. I remember the first night I got so drunk that I couldn’t move. I called you and cried into the phone for an hour, and you listened to every word. Now my mouth waters every time I think about the liquor cabinet.. maybe a few shots would be enough to bring you back for a night. But maybe you’d be so busy drinking on the couch of your new apartment with your new girlfriend that you’d let it ring until it stopped. Just like how you loved me until it
Bruh I hate math, I hate engineering, I hate my school, I hate my professors, I hate them all. the one thing I thought I was good at that I really loved to do is going to be the shit I hate the most. School fucks everything up. Thats it, I’m becoming a drug dealer in Columbia.
Her smile moves me.